Autobiographical Essays
Beate Caspari-Rosen, MD
(1910 - 1995)
Once Upon a Spring Day
The day before it rained heavily, but the next morning I woke up to
a beautiful sunny day, though it was quite windy. I could see the trees
outside my window performing a stately dance. When Ed [Ed was a practical
nurse who assisted my mother] came, we decided to drive to the' West
Rock Park. On a clear day one can see downtown New Haven, Long Island
Sound and, on the horizon, a thin line, Long Island. On the way we
discovered a small parking area which up to then was always closed
by a barrier. A sign said Wintergreen Lake. We parked, and discovered
a beautiful meadow and two paths diverging from it. We were on a ridge
and one foot path turned downward, the other one went parallel to the
road we came on, through the woods. I considered that whatever goes
down has to be climbed up again we turned to the other path, and I
felt transported to the Black Forest in Germany. On one side there
was a thick stand of evergreen trees. The smell of the wet needles
surrounded us with its delicious odor; on the other side were trees
whose leaves were hardly opened, their tips covered with a green veil.
Birds were singing and flitting between the branches. The road turned
quite muddy and one of my shoes was nearly sucked off my foot. We came
to a clearing and there was the lake far below us shimmering in the
sun. One stately swan was swimming there and there was a small sandy
beach. Turning to the other side, West Rock stood out. I knew that
the Merrit Parkway was only five minutes away, but no sound of traffic
reached me, only a man with a dog passed by. Who would ever guess that
I was so close to the city? Next time I shall walk down to the lake
and never mind having to walk up again. Somehow I shall make it and
enjoy every moment.